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Tonight we presented the Emma Jane Memorial Music Scholarships at Fairfield Warde and Fairfield Ludlowe High Schools for the 9th year. This marks the start of a week that we refer to as the gauntlet. The order of events sometimes changes, but it is the same milestones. The order this year: scholarship presentation, Father's Day, anniversary of Emma's death, our wedding anniversary, and then Emma's birthday, all in the space of about 10 days. This year we will finish the gauntlet by walking 18 miles overnight at the Boston American Foundation for Suicide Prevention's Overnight Walk. It seems a fitting way to mark Emma's birthday and the 10th anniversary of her death.
The scholarship presentation is an important evening for us to remember Emma and provide a little education about suicide. Here's what we said:
Good evening. My name is Nancy von
Euler and this is my husband Peter. In 4 days we will acknowledge the 10th
anniversary of the loss of our daughter Emma. In the days immediately following
Emma’s death, we were faced with making the unimaginable decision about where
memorial gifts should be made. Needless
to say, we were not prepared with an answer. But we pretty quickly zeroed in on
the idea of establishing a scholarship fund with the High School Scholarship
Foundation of Fairfield. Emma was a bright, beautiful, kind and talented young
woman who loved music. We hoped that the financial support from this scholarship
would provide a little help and encouragement for students like Emma to pursue
their dreams. In the 10 years since we established this fund, and largely
thanks to the generosity of all the people whose lives were touched by Emma’s,
we have awarded $34,000 in her name.
As we approached the first
scholarship award ceremony a year after her death, we realized that this
scholarship presentation also provided an opportunity to briefly talk to the
graduating seniors each year about something that we think is really important.
You see Emma died by suicide, and
suicide prevention is now a mission for us.
So tonight we want to share just 7
pieces of information and advice. We promise to be quick.
# 1 – In 90% of deaths by suicide, the
underlying cause is a diagnosable, although sometimes undiagnosed, mental
illness. Like physical illness, mental illness comes in acute forms, like
pneumonia, and chronic forms, like diabetes. It is nothing to be ashamed of and
in all forms it is treatable.
#2 – Perhaps its obvious, but the
organ mental illness attacks is your brain – the organ you trust to generate
your thoughts and feelings. With people who suffer from suicidal ideation,
their brain turns against them. If your brain starts telling you you aren’t good
enough or that the world is better off without you, tell someone, because
that’s a symptom of illness, not rational thought, and it can be treated.
# 3 – Be accurate. When someone dies
by suicide its tempting to join in the explanation game. There is usually only
one thing we can be sure of – they were suffering. Proposing easy explanations
belittles that suffering, contributes to stigma, and may discourage others who
are suffering from seeking help.
#4 – Be kind. You will not always
know when someone is suffering. I imagine you are all good people. You wouldn’t
purposely add to someone’s suffering. Don’t do it by accident.
#5 – If a friend tells you they are
struggling, assume you are the only one they have told. As a friend, your job
is to listen, support, and report – but not to diagnose, advise
or fix. That’s the job of the pros.
# 6 – Find out where to get help before you or a friend needs it. Put the
crisis hotline and text line numbers into your phone, and if you are headed off
to college in the fall, find out where the health center and the counseling
center are. Chances are they were not pointed out when you went on your campus
tour.
And last, but not least, #7 – Embrace
your whole self, not your social media self. Until we all start posting pictures
of what we look like when we roll out of bed, or about the exam we failed, the
catch we missed, the argument we started, and the rejection letters we
collected, our social media presence will only the reflect the shiny surface of
who we are as people. Your parents will post a picture of your newly set up
dorm room this fall, but take my word, they aren’t going to post a picture of
what it looks like when they pick you up at the end of the year! And yet that
end of year photo would tell me so much more about you – for example that you
hadn’t done laundry since Thanksgiving. But that’s okay! Every weakness is an
opportunity to grow. Every failure is an
opportunity to learn. Being perfect isn’t all its cracked up to be and as Emma
herself liked to say, “normal is just a setting on a washing machine.”
Fairfield
Warde High School:
This year’s recipient plays both the piano/keyboards
and the bass and has been in Warde’s Symphonic and Chamber orchestras since 10th
grade. He has also been a member of the Jazz Band and performed with the pit
orchestra for all Warde’s musicals. He was inducted into the Tri-M Music
Honor Society as a sophomore. Our winner has demonstrated empathy and
compassion at school and through service to the broader community.
We are thrilled to present the Emma Jane von Euler Music
Scholarship to Jordan Pistilli.
Fairfield
Ludlowe High School:
This year’s recipient has passion for music and plays keyboards, oboe and bassoon and is
a vocalist in school. What is that? A quadruple threat?! He has performed
in the Jazz Performance Band (serving, wind ensemble, chamber choir, and In
Harmony and is a member of Tri-M Music Honor Society. He was selected for
CT Western Regionals, and was awarded Top Male Vocalist at an Acapella
Invitational.
We
are thrilled to award the Emma Jane von Euler Music Scholarship to Aidan Kilgallon.
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